Life's Like A Dick, It Gets Hard For No Reason. (;

Feb 27
Saturday, February 23, 2013 my best friend Johnny passed away. He was in a terrible car accident. People say he was speeding like 90-100 mph on this small curvy road & then he slid on the road & went airborne & hit a tree like 8ft up in the air & once he hit that tree he died instantly. He was driving his moms fireburg car.
All I have done is cry, I have wished & prayed. I just wish it didn’t have to be him, he was a junior in high school & he’s 17. He didn’t even get to go to his prom or anything. He also had a girlfriend, I couldnt even amagin what she is going through. Nor his parents. But, they are staying so strong. On Sunday, February 24, 2013 we had a memorial at the high school baseball field because that was his favorite sport. He also played basketball but didn’t like it as much as baseball. Then Tuesday, February 26, 2013 was his Visitation 6-9 at the high school. I have never cried so much where my eyes were so dried out. Then on Wednesday, February 27, 2013 his Funeral was at 1 at the high school. They cancelled school just for the high school because of the Funeral. I was fine until they closed the casket. At that time, I knew right then that, that was my last time seeing him. I know I can see him again once I go to heaven but that’s way to long. I want him to be able to finish his life. I wish he could’ve got a second chance. But, I know things happen for a reason. & his quote.
“Never Take Life For Granted.. Anything Can Happen.”

I love you & miss you so much already bub, I seriously can’t wait until I can see you again. You meant everything to me! :(

#RIPJohnny #Forever31 #FlyHigh #OnceARaiderAlwaysARaider

Saturday, February 23, 2013 my best friend Johnny passed away. He was in a terrible car accident. People say he was speeding like 90-100 mph on this small curvy road & then he slid on the road & went airborne & hit a tree like 8ft up in the air & once he hit that tree he died instantly. He was driving his moms fireburg car.
All I have done is cry, I have wished & prayed. I just wish it didn’t have to be him, he was a junior in high school & he’s 17. He didn’t even get to go to his prom or anything. He also had a girlfriend, I couldnt even amagin what she is going through. Nor his parents. But, they are staying so strong. On Sunday, February 24, 2013 we had a memorial at the high school baseball field because that was his favorite sport. He also played basketball but didn’t like it as much as baseball. Then Tuesday, February 26, 2013 was his Visitation 6-9 at the high school. I have never cried so much where my eyes were so dried out. Then on Wednesday, February 27, 2013 his Funeral was at 1 at the high school. They cancelled school just for the high school because of the Funeral. I was fine until they closed the casket. At that time, I knew right then that, that was my last time seeing him. I know I can see him again once I go to heaven but that’s way to long. I want him to be able to finish his life. I wish he could’ve got a second chance. But, I know things happen for a reason. & his quote.
“Never Take Life For Granted.. Anything Can Happen.”

I love you & miss you so much already bub, I seriously can’t wait until I can see you again. You meant everything to me! :(

#RIPJohnny #Forever31 #FlyHigh #OnceARaiderAlwaysARaider

Feb 27

My Bestfriend

Saturday, February 23, 2013 my best friend Johnny passed away. He was in a terrible car accident. People say he was speeding like 90-100 mph on this small curvy road & then he slid on the road & went airborne & hit a tree like 8ft up in the air & once he hit that tree he died instantly. He was driving his moms fireburg car.
All I have done is cry, I have wished & prayed. I just wish it didn’t have to be him, he was a junior in high school & he’s 17. He didn’t even get to go to his prom or anything. He also had a girlfriend, I couldnt even amagin what she is going through. Nor his parents. But, they are staying so strong. On Sunday, February 24, 2013 we had a memorial at the high school baseball field because that was his favorite sport. He also played basketball but didn’t like it as much as baseball. Then Tuesday, February 26, 2013 was his Visitation 6-9 at the high school. I have never cried so much where my eyes were so dried out. Then on Wednesday, February 27, 2013 his Funeral was at 1 at the high school. They cancelled school just for the high school because of the Funeral. I was fine until they closed the casket. At that time, I knew right then that, that was my last time seeing him. I know I can see him again once I go to heaven but that’s way to long. I want him to be able to finish his life. I wish he could’ve got a second chance. But, I know things happen for a reason. & his quote.
“Never Take Life For Granted.. Anything Can Happen.”

I love you & miss you so much already bub, I seriously can’t wait until I can see you again. You meant everything to me! :(

#RIPJohnny #Forever31 #FlyHigh #OnceARaiderAlwaysARaider

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Jan 15

Wish People Would Understand!

I don’t understand my parents at all! & apparently they don’t fucking understand me! I want a fucking job! So I can buy my own fucking car & go get my licences! But NO because they won’t fucking let me! It’s bullshit! I’m fucking 18 years old! I’m gonna have to learn & get used to working! So what if I dance, & all the other kids have other activities! If they can’t take me I can probably find a damn ride! It’s not fucking hard! God, I wish they can’t say anything to me! & I WANT MY OWN MONEY TO BUY MY OWN SHIT! UGH! :(

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Jan 04

:’(

After all of ups & downs, I wish he would come back now. I haven’t talked to him in days hoping to give him space & realize he made a mistake leaving me. & hoping he’s thinking & wondering why I haven’t talked to him. But still nothing.. :’(
This sucks :’(
#PleaseComeBackToMe